Monday is just another day after Sunday, I say to myself already x-times, still sometimes it's hard to switch the mind from the common frame. The seated pose. Siddhasana. I see still my shoulders lightly posing inwards to chest. There was a telephone conference with kindergarten to speak about Toni's development in his age. Mostly… Continue reading educating
Gut brain
Around 95 per cent of your serotonin, a chemical needed for mood regulation, is stored in and partially controlled by your gut. "Gut brain", or enteric nervous system (ENS) dysfunction is associated with gastrointestinal upset and irritable bowel syndrome (IBS), depression, and anxiety. from science of yoga, Ann Swanson It means, gut health and nervous… Continue reading Gut brain
On my way
Plant
This year I am not much motivated planning for balcony garden. Somehow I learned, I should let things be as they are and gardening comes for me a bit too much intention of mine..🤦♀️probably this is also my overthinking reaction, yeah..😢 However, and therefore, I greet even more my few life being on the balcony.… Continue reading Plant
Stress and memory
Yesterday from the book 'science of yoga' by Ann Swanson, I learned new knowledge which is apparently no 'new' information at all, except for me as always.🤦♀️ In our brain through high level of stress, the fear increases the activity and the memory activity goes back. So, if you feel continuously laid under stress, it's… Continue reading Stress and memory
Kindness
I am no sweetheart mom, I know, and it is not easy for me to be kind and sweet as I sometimes wish for my children. And I know so well, why I'm like this. Because I am not kind to myself at all. I was raised up from very different culture than most western… Continue reading Kindness
Fear
Trust and confidence, these two were always missing by me. It comes from the lack of knowledge, not knowing who I am and what I am not. Then as result, in their place plays the fear in roll. To build fear inside, it is not even necessary to have experienced something. You saw once somewhere,… Continue reading Fear
Arts
Art in English. Kunst auf Deutsch. It means for me learning tools and materials, practicing various methods until I find my own "way" from processes. Doing household, upbringing, drawing, painting, gardening, baking, practicing Yoga, training with martial arts, meditating, dancing, knitting, carpentry, and thousands of handicrafts...they are all coming from the one single root. And… Continue reading Arts
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Projection
My mind is only projecting the image of the world that I built up for me. This explains, why the other is the mirror of myself. I am not knowing whether if the other is like me or totally different, but I am witnessing what 'I' feel, how 'I' react on them. I must have… Continue reading Projection









