Shifting the center point

After I shifted obviously the center of view point from others and outside in to me and inner self, I can feel kind of blissful gratitude I am receiving by my choice. I chose actions what I need, because I know now my state. And as return I get the most wonderful, helpful and worthy… Continue reading Shifting the center point

Early in the morning

Never thought, I would love this early morning time for bringing out the waste.I miss my 'me-time', riding on a night train, reading and reading, waking up with stiff limbs, drinking black tea with plain bread served by the train cafeteria and taking off the train in another city, with different sunlight, new faces, foreign… Continue reading Early in the morning

Warrior

Drawing story of this week. Martial. As my therapist asked me, what would describe me the best for now, with no hesitation, in my head there was only one word coming up. Krieger. Warrior in German. I never wished to be a warrior, no, not even in fantasy. Maybe that's why I was so hard… Continue reading Warrior

Do

One of ancient form. Naihanchi Hyong. One of ancient form. Naihanchi Hyong. One of ancient form. Naihanchi Hyong. One of ancient form. Naihanchi Hyong. One of ancient form. Naihanchi Hyong. One of ancient form. Naihanchi Hyong. One of ancient form. Bassai Hyong. One of ancient form. Bassai Hyong. One of ancient form. Bassai Hyong. One… Continue reading Do

Growing

Tomatoes are sprouting one after another!๐Ÿค— I ordered the soil for tomatoes, but they are not arrived yet. Would it be ok with just normal soil for flowers too?๐Ÿค” I failed usually at this state..by too much watering and they went moldy. I hope, I learned a bit more and make this time all to… Continue reading Growing

Small break.

I was reminded yesterday about one of my old single exhibitions (2010), called "zimmer-gallery, spring". Yes, I was once working as an freelancing artist. But I had no connection, no experience in business 'art'. Furthermore, I didn't want to be part with any kind of group or galleries. I just loved to express my ideas,… Continue reading Small break.

Fear

Trust and confidence, these two were always missing by me. It comes from the lack of knowledge, not knowing who I am and what I am not. Then as result, in their place plays the fear in roll. To build fear inside, it is not even necessary to have experienced something. You saw once somewhere,… Continue reading Fear

Arts

Art in English. Kunst auf Deutsch. It means for me learning tools and materials, practicing various methods until I find my own "way" from processes. Doing household, upbringing, drawing, painting, gardening, baking, practicing Yoga, training with martial arts, meditating, dancing, knitting, carpentry, and thousands of handicrafts...they are all coming from the one single root. And… Continue reading Arts