Sunday 6.11 am, it was already 3rd time waking up since 2.45 am, and Toni was awake calling after me.
‘Mama, you were once an artist.’
‘yes, but I still am.’
‘How did you get to draw so well?’
‘I don’t draw well, I just try to express myself by drawing.’
‘And you just knew how to draw ?’
‘Noooo, I had to try and find out by myself for many, many years. And I made more failures than good ones.’
‘You didn’t take any class for drawing ?’
‘No…’ (but I didn’t even think of it.)
Whenever I am off to a journey, the experiences from the journey enriches my life through ceasing what I’ve had, learned, known, and possessed. Yes, I was away from social media for a while and learned how to see the present of the moment.
“Expressing myself by living.”
And I change and change for ever.