Early in the morning

Never thought, I would love this early morning time for bringing out the waste.I miss my 'me-time', riding on a night train, reading and reading, waking up with stiff limbs, drinking black tea with plain bread served by the train cafeteria and taking off the train in another city, with different sunlight, new faces, foreign… Continue reading Early in the morning

Warrior

Drawing story of this week. Martial. As my therapist asked me, what would describe me the best for now, with no hesitation, in my head there was only one word coming up. Krieger. Warrior in German. I never wished to be a warrior, no, not even in fantasy. Maybe that's why I was so hard… Continue reading Warrior

Growing

Tomatoes are sprouting one after another!🤗 I ordered the soil for tomatoes, but they are not arrived yet. Would it be ok with just normal soil for flowers too?🤔 I failed usually at this state..by too much watering and they went moldy. I hope, I learned a bit more and make this time all to… Continue reading Growing

Courage

The scariest moment. When I start to believe, no more strength is left and my fear eats me up, so I can't find any way out at all. Nonetheless, trying right away again helps me to overcome my fear. It doesn't mean, I gained suddenly the strength nor the courage, I am not doing with… Continue reading Courage

I am that

Hwaranghyong I am reading the book, 'I am that' - talks with Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj, and even if I'm not wise enough to follow and live like his words, because of my ignorance, I believe him. I can't understand everything what he said but I know he was saying the real and I will do… Continue reading I am that

Small break.

I was reminded yesterday about one of my old single exhibitions (2010), called "zimmer-gallery, spring". Yes, I was once working as an freelancing artist. But I had no connection, no experience in business 'art'. Furthermore, I didn't want to be part with any kind of group or galleries. I just loved to express my ideas,… Continue reading Small break.

educating

Monday is just another day after Sunday, I say to myself already x-times, still sometimes it's hard to switch the mind from the common frame. The seated pose. Siddhasana. I see still my shoulders lightly posing inwards to chest. There was a telephone conference with kindergarten to speak about Toni's development in his age. Mostly… Continue reading educating

Gut brain

Around 95 per cent of your serotonin, a chemical needed for mood regulation, is stored in and partially controlled by your gut. "Gut brain", or enteric nervous system (ENS) dysfunction is associated with gastrointestinal upset and irritable bowel syndrome (IBS), depression, and anxiety. from science of yoga, Ann Swanson It means, gut health and nervous… Continue reading Gut brain