one typical day Nothing special...just tiny little difference in details. This extraordinary time with pandemic makes some unusual things possible, like getting a chance to learn the skills from higher level.
The scariest moment. When I start to believe, no more strength is left and my fear eats me up, so I can't find any way out at all. Nonetheless, trying right away again helps me to overcome my fear. It doesn't mean, I gained suddenly the strength nor the courage, I am not doing with… Continue reading Courage
Hwaranghyong I am reading the book, 'I am that' - talks with Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj, and even if I'm not wise enough to follow and live like his words, because of my ignorance, I believe him. I can't understand everything what he said but I know he was saying the real and I will do… Continue reading I am that
You will hear from me so often this word, awareness. Nonetheless, I think, it's never enough to say one more time, how important and what a game changer it is, the Awareness.Until I got to understand the situation of sourdough - if the starter is rich enough, if the dough is under proofed or over… Continue reading Awareness
Monday is just another day after Sunday, I say to myself already x-times, still sometimes it's hard to switch the mind from the common frame. The seated pose. Siddhasana. I see still my shoulders lightly posing inwards to chest. There was a telephone conference with kindergarten to speak about Toni's development in his age. Mostly… Continue reading educating
I am no sweetheart mom, I know, and it is not easy for me to be kind and sweet as I sometimes wish for my children. And I know so well, why I'm like this. Because I am not kind to myself at all. I was raised up from very different culture than most western… Continue reading Kindness
Trust and confidence, these two were always missing by me. It comes from the lack of knowledge, not knowing who I am and what I am not. Then as result, in their place plays the fear in roll. To build fear inside, it is not even necessary to have experienced something. You saw once somewhere,… Continue reading Fear